Life is hard

I couldn't come up with a catchy title ha suprise? But just a little flashback about my life well since august I'll say. August was a really fun month relaxing amazing weather just an amazing atmosphere really. August is also when i reliazed who was my true friends and family I didnt really have much respect for my mother or father just because of things that happened when i was too little to remember. Jared and I decided to move in together that started an amazing time for sure but I did not know what was to come of September and i wished it wouldn't have. The 1st day of sept. I seen ceremony a band i've been wanting to see that was one of the greatest ways to start off the month. A week and half into the month I lost my grandmother ester that was a rough rough time considering the fact I did not spend as much time as I should have before she left. It's times like those when you look back and wished you could have spent every moment you had she lived an incrediable life. The friday after that I just thought was gonna be an ordinary day but I was wrong on every level possible. Shella and I was hanging out that day chillin going back to the cabin where everyone was come around a curve and a deer came out i swerved to miss and ended up going over the enbankment towards the river. 50-70 ft down the hill we hit a tree direct center of the hood bounced back off it and the bottom of the car stopped on a rock if it was not for trees and rocks I would not be sitting here typing away. That gave me a little wake up call, but I still didnt respect my family like I should and that still bothers me to this exact moment. October my band finally got off and going properly and we did a mini tour with our friends Bought in Blood and Those Who Fear amazing dudes from Pittsburg. That mini tour was completely amazing in every form we met so many new people amazing people at that. October was a really big wake up call saying "this is what you need to be doing." November was actually a ok kinda boring month to be honest nothing exciting happened. Finally Decemeber this present moment Christmas was really nice I've been reading Henry Rollins "The First Five" which is completely amazing that dude is in general an amazing person. Caleb arrived on a break from basic i think two weeks ago he leaves on the 6th we have 4 shows this week and possibly buying a van I've never been so excited in my life and Sunday i'm more than likely leaving on a 3 week tour as merch guy for bought in blood which i'll be super excited if that happens. But it was way too late so much to do tomorrow I'm going to bed I'll post tomorrow

Eric